Monday, 20 August 2007 | 11:14 pm

Très pathétique

These stupid school concerts always make me sad. Well they didn't used to, I used to love hanging around a laughing at stupid jokes, but now they just remind me how much things have changed. I hate it. It's not the same anymore. I can't take it, I'll probably quit at the end of the year. That's right, closing another chapter of my life and moving on from the person that has kept me rooted there. Gawd, I can't believe I was so dumb. I can't believe I still care.

我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你,我真 得很 想念你!!!!!!

*sobsob* I'm so pathetic. I need to find someone as good as him soon or I think I might just bang my head against a brick wall for letting him get away. I'm so fucked.

Mel

Pee.ess - Tara stabbed me with her pacer this morning. The lead broke off and was wedged in my thumb like a splinter. It really hurt and Kymbat helped my pull it out. Then I started bleeding and I also have graphite residue in my finger. I maintain that she did it on purpose. Joking. I also got my hair re-layered and it looks like a helmet. This sucks. I won't post another entry till I have something good to say. The number of my depressing posts have been increasing steadily over the past couple of weeks. How the bloody hell can it take this long to get over somebody. I'm so pathetic. I'm going to sleep. Angsty whinyness is good for the soul.