Tuesday, 31 July 2007 | 10:09 pm

Not the same without you

Missing you, the person I had a crush on for over two years. You made me laugh so much, when you left for good; I cried. I couldn't go half a day without thinking about you and wondering how you were. Time went by so quickly when you were around, too quickly.

Had we but world enough and time...

But we don't. Like all people in my life, you moved on to bigger and better things. The last time I saw you, I didn't say hi and neither did you. You were with your [ex?]girlfriend so I left you to it. There are so many things I want to talk to you about; music or a thousand lame jokes it matters not. But we haven't talked for so long, separated by gap that can't be bridged. What a difference the two years between us can make! I'd ask: How is uni? Do you still want to teach? Are you missing camp and the runs [only at BHHS, yeah baby!]?

Oh, if only you could see me now [if only I could see you]!

Just like you, I've pretty much moved on. But somewhere deep inside, a part of me will always miss you.

Love,
Mel