Monday, 4 June 2007 | 5:27 pm
You can tell I'm depressed....
...when I play the Funeral March repeatedly. Or at least, that's what I would've done, had I found it amongst my vast collection of random classical works. I had to settle for Chopin's nocturnes instead, which are very dramatic (more than Fields' ones) and pretty depressing. Didn't sound very good because I hammered away at it in anger and broke a few strings (ala Shine style). By the way, does anybody have a CD of all of those, preferably by someone who knows what they're doing? I feel like listening to them...repeatedly.
Anyway, I woke up this morning feeling optimistic. I had the first three periods free so I got up late and did a bit of homework before going to school. On the way down the escalators from the bus station, the t.v screen said that Pisces people would achieve success if they think creatively. *smile* Sounds optimistic doesn't it. I arrived at school in a good mood!
Mr. Yu didn't turn up for class so I had fourth period free as well, that was good. I should have just went home after that, everything went downhill from there. Actually, nothing went downhill, just my mood (for no reason whatsoever, I just get moody sometimes). Stupid damn mean people. I give up, there's just no talking to some people, especially when they pretend you don't exist. Bastard.
On the bus, I pressed the stop button and nothing happened. I pressed all FOUR stop buttons up the back...and nothing! So I went to the front and the bus driver missed my stop. I told him the buttons up the back weren't working...HE IGNORED ME! I was standing right behind him and HE IGNORED ME! Then when he stopped the bus, he started talking to me and forgot to open the door. So I just stood there nodding my head, hoping the PSYCHOTIC bus driver would LET ME OFF!!! Totally your worst nightmare...if it were 2am, nobody else on the bus and fluorescent blue lighting for the drug-addicted. I had to walk up the hill and everyone on the bus was laughing at me.
As of...10 minutes ago I was playing lots of depressing music on the piano. Wondering when my mum and bro would get home. I thought maybe she'd decided to get a divorce and had left the country with my brother (don't ask...I have strange and irrational fears). Well that nearly happened...the divorce I mean (not the 'fleeing the country' part). Turns out they were late because my brother had to get a haircut. Well...I was close enough. I stopped playing piano then because most of my piano playing is accompanied by really loud humming and singing. I'm weird :)
You know, I feel better now! This writing things out stuff really works!
On a happier note, I watched the Brady Bunch Movie yesterday!
Sunshine Day (very crap quality, but you get the idea)
I think tomorrow I will try and co-erce my friends into doing that with me on the Box Hill escalators. I've been doing that dance all day singing my own backing music haha. You gotta love...
the intro song...MUAHAHA
Ok, that is IT from me. I know you love the Brady Bunch, you just pretend not to so you don't look as lame as me (the person who has a crush on Michael Buble)
With sunshine love,
Mel
Anyway, I woke up this morning feeling optimistic. I had the first three periods free so I got up late and did a bit of homework before going to school. On the way down the escalators from the bus station, the t.v screen said that Pisces people would achieve success if they think creatively. *smile* Sounds optimistic doesn't it. I arrived at school in a good mood!
Mr. Yu didn't turn up for class so I had fourth period free as well, that was good. I should have just went home after that, everything went downhill from there. Actually, nothing went downhill, just my mood (for no reason whatsoever, I just get moody sometimes). Stupid damn mean people. I give up, there's just no talking to some people, especially when they pretend you don't exist. Bastard.
On the bus, I pressed the stop button and nothing happened. I pressed all FOUR stop buttons up the back...and nothing! So I went to the front and the bus driver missed my stop. I told him the buttons up the back weren't working...HE IGNORED ME! I was standing right behind him and HE IGNORED ME! Then when he stopped the bus, he started talking to me and forgot to open the door. So I just stood there nodding my head, hoping the PSYCHOTIC bus driver would LET ME OFF!!! Totally your worst nightmare...if it were 2am, nobody else on the bus and fluorescent blue lighting for the drug-addicted. I had to walk up the hill and everyone on the bus was laughing at me.
As of...10 minutes ago I was playing lots of depressing music on the piano. Wondering when my mum and bro would get home. I thought maybe she'd decided to get a divorce and had left the country with my brother (don't ask...I have strange and irrational fears). Well that nearly happened...the divorce I mean (not the 'fleeing the country' part). Turns out they were late because my brother had to get a haircut. Well...I was close enough. I stopped playing piano then because most of my piano playing is accompanied by really loud humming and singing. I'm weird :)
You know, I feel better now! This writing things out stuff really works!
On a happier note, I watched the Brady Bunch Movie yesterday!
Sunshine Day (very crap quality, but you get the idea)
I think tomorrow I will try and co-erce my friends into doing that with me on the Box Hill escalators. I've been doing that dance all day singing my own backing music haha. You gotta love...
the intro song...MUAHAHA
Ok, that is IT from me. I know you love the Brady Bunch, you just pretend not to so you don't look as lame as me (the person who has a crush on Michael Buble)
With sunshine love,
Mel