Saturday, 14 April 2007 | 6:51 pm
The Wrong Kind
Hey,
I'll try and make it quick, thought knowing me, the words will keep flowing out until you're all dead of boredom.
I'm so tired. I just got back from the camp reunion. I'm kind of depressed too. The worst kind of loneliness is the kind where you still feel lonely even though you're surrounded by lots of people. It's like, watching other people being happy and desperately wishing you could be a part of it. I sound all emo...I'm not usually like this, I promise! It's just been a really long day. I talked to my parents about going to youth, but I guess some things will never change. They're pretty against the idea. I sense long arguments ahead. #@(& $^($*&apieafv;%( *$#&$(*@)#((*slhkd: ks :d!!! Okay I'm not angry anymore. I will figure a way around it, like I always manage to do. Changing topic...
Aaaanyway...everyone knows I got my L's yesterday! So I drove for the first time today! My poor daddy's nerves are shot to pieces. He got me to drive up the driveway after piano. There was a lot of yelling, especially "SLOW DOWN! USE YOUR BRAKES, THEY'RE ON THE LEFT! THE LEFT! KEEEP LEFT!!!" wah...scared the crap out of me! Then at about 2, my dad drove me to Manningham Council carpark and let me drive around. Yeah! I can turn left and right! I can reverse out of parking spaces and do 3 point turns! That place is like a learner's playground. It's got lots of different types of turns. So fun ^^ Granted I was going about 20km/h...but give me a break. I'm learning ok?? Then my dad said we could drive down to Vanessa's house. See! I drove on the road! But there were hardly any cars, so I don't think it counts. Ba won't let me drive on main roads because today was my first day so he drove Vanessa, Simon and I to the camp reunion.
I know the times are all weird (because it says I'm typing this at 7) but I started at 7, went out for dinner and now its 10:30. We went to Imperial Kingdom with Darren, Eren and their families. Aww I had an attack of maternal instincts, SOMEBODY GIVE ME A BABY! There was this really really cute kid sitting behind us called Zac. So chubby and little! He kept waving and saying peek-a-boo! I think I even started drooling. Kev did that orange peel smile and Zac's giggle was SO CUTE! He kept trying to imitate it but his mouth was too small to fit the whole thing. Aiyo...I'm so terrible. For the record, I don't want to HAVE a baby now, I just want to OWN one. Hmmmm...I think I will just have to settle for babysitting my cousins :(
At this point, if you're STILL reading and have read EVERYTHING I've written, you must really care about me or are analyzing my text looking for ways to possibly kill me. Besides, I'm just as un-superhuman as you, cutting off my hair won't weaken me (ok maybe just weaken my ego). Thanks though, for bothering! :)
Much love,
Mel
I'll try and make it quick, thought knowing me, the words will keep flowing out until you're all dead of boredom.
I'm so tired. I just got back from the camp reunion. I'm kind of depressed too. The worst kind of loneliness is the kind where you still feel lonely even though you're surrounded by lots of people. It's like, watching other people being happy and desperately wishing you could be a part of it. I sound all emo...I'm not usually like this, I promise! It's just been a really long day. I talked to my parents about going to youth, but I guess some things will never change. They're pretty against the idea. I sense long arguments ahead. #@(& $^($*&apieafv;%( *$#&$(*@)#((*slhkd: ks :d!!! Okay I'm not angry anymore. I will figure a way around it, like I always manage to do. Changing topic...
Aaaanyway...everyone knows I got my L's yesterday! So I drove for the first time today! My poor daddy's nerves are shot to pieces. He got me to drive up the driveway after piano. There was a lot of yelling, especially "SLOW DOWN! USE YOUR BRAKES, THEY'RE ON THE LEFT! THE LEFT! KEEEP LEFT!!!" wah...scared the crap out of me! Then at about 2, my dad drove me to Manningham Council carpark and let me drive around. Yeah! I can turn left and right! I can reverse out of parking spaces and do 3 point turns! That place is like a learner's playground. It's got lots of different types of turns. So fun ^^ Granted I was going about 20km/h...but give me a break. I'm learning ok?? Then my dad said we could drive down to Vanessa's house. See! I drove on the road! But there were hardly any cars, so I don't think it counts. Ba won't let me drive on main roads because today was my first day so he drove Vanessa, Simon and I to the camp reunion.
I know the times are all weird (because it says I'm typing this at 7) but I started at 7, went out for dinner and now its 10:30. We went to Imperial Kingdom with Darren, Eren and their families. Aww I had an attack of maternal instincts, SOMEBODY GIVE ME A BABY! There was this really really cute kid sitting behind us called Zac. So chubby and little! He kept waving and saying peek-a-boo! I think I even started drooling. Kev did that orange peel smile and Zac's giggle was SO CUTE! He kept trying to imitate it but his mouth was too small to fit the whole thing. Aiyo...I'm so terrible. For the record, I don't want to HAVE a baby now, I just want to OWN one. Hmmmm...I think I will just have to settle for babysitting my cousins :(
At this point, if you're STILL reading and have read EVERYTHING I've written, you must really care about me or are analyzing my text looking for ways to possibly kill me. Besides, I'm just as un-superhuman as you, cutting off my hair won't weaken me (ok maybe just weaken my ego). Thanks though, for bothering! :)
Much love,
Mel